Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Mad & Jealous Wanna Bee

Start off from the beginning chats, this guy makes himself out to be a sub, but never amounted to My sub since he was too poor & sad to be anything but a random admirer.

YAHOO ID/Email: outlaw.steve@hotmail.com
outlaw.steve333


outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 11:51:00 AM): there you are my goddess
bbw_goddess_anna (4/2/2009 11:51:07 AM): Yes
bbw_goddess_anna (4/2/2009 11:51:10 AM):
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 11:51:12 AM): sorry my messenger is a bit stupid
bbw_goddess_anna (4/2/2009 11:51:27 AM): I will forgive technical difficulties

outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 11:56:02 AM): mwaah
bbw_goddess_anna (4/2/2009 11:56:45 AM): let me bend over so you can kiss my lovely big butt
bbw_goddess_anna (4/2/2009 11:56:47 AM):
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 11:57:16 AM): my pleasure
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 11:57:33 AM): kiss, massage anything to please you!
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 11:57:54 AM): and why bend over it may tire you, just sit on me
bbw_goddess_anna (4/2/2009 11:58:27 AM): good point
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 11:59:09 AM): lol yea i do use my mind sometimes
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 12:00:57 PM): my mistress am here studying some, if u want me just tell me ok ?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/2/2009 12:01:02 PM): dont want to bother you
bbw_goddess_anna (4/2/2009 12:01:10 PM): yes of course

Don't let this fool you, this guy turns out to be a total loser, which I knew anyway, which is why I never spent much time with him.

outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/5/2009 1:30:18 PM): am here if you want anything ok ?
bbw_goddess_anna (4/5/2009 1:31:21 PM): such a good boy
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/5/2009 1:32:11 PM): aww thank you my goddess
bbw_goddess_anna (4/5/2009 1:33:47 PM): I'd love a pedicure..*sigh*
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/5/2009 1:34:16 PM): well its my pleasure my goddess
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/5/2009 1:34:24 PM): i used to do pedicure to my mom
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/5/2009 1:34:37 PM): am not an expert but i can do some good work

On & on random love & admiration like a typical wanna be sub, but I never went further without tribute, as with all the little wanna bees out there.

outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/6/2009 12:17:42 PM): well any day in the week u rock my goddess!
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/6/2009 12:25:35 PM): my goddess u must know me now, am here writing an essay if you need anything from piglet just kick in the balls ok
bbw_goddess_anna (4/6/2009 12:26:24 PM): mmmm, or if I just want to have fun I can kick you
bbw_goddess_anna (4/6/2009 12:26:31 PM): and laugh, and turn away
bbw_goddess_anna (4/6/2009 12:26:32 PM):
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/6/2009 12:27:03 PM): am all yours, do whatever you want
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (4/6/2009 12:28:00 PM): i will leave you in peace now, but am still here, damn i really really liked you my goddess, u turned out to be such an amazing lady

An pretty much more of the same randomness through out the years. This one was just the other day.

outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/15/2010 2:05:15 PM): *bow*
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/15/2010 2:26:22 PM): hiiii
bbw_goddess_anna (8/15/2010 2:30:27 PM): hiiii
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/15/2010 2:31:08 PM): how r u ?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/16/2010 1:25:26 PM): kiss kiss

But then, I rarely responded to him because I am far too busy for freeloading sub bitches. Today, he must have been on the rag, but at least this serves for good amusement!

outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:10:26 PM): how
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:10:41 PM): gifts, tribute, that would be a good sart
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:10:59 PM): yea
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:11:02 PM): good luck
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:11:08 PM): wtf?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:11:31 PM): wtf?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:11:38 PM): that was an asshole thing to say
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:11:45 PM): good luck
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:11:51 PM): go fuck yourself
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:12:02 PM): you know I am a Domme bitch
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:12:04 PM): its ok, same as u
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:12:09 PM): hehehe
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:12:12 PM): and you are a loser
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:12:11 PM): get a life please
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:12:17 PM): on my loser list
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:12:20 PM): keep talking
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:12:27 PM): I want to post this on my blog
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:12:34 PM): wow what did i lose?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:12:42 PM): please do
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:12:52 PM): cuase you know who I am
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:12:59 PM): i will be famous and it will show what a low life you are
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:05 PM): you
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:06 PM): famous
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:07 PM): for
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:13:09 PM): no i dont
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:10 PM): being an ass?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:13:09 PM): who are upi
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:17 PM): wow
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:20 PM): stupid too?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:13:21 PM): yea?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:22 PM): lmao
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:13:28 PM): and you being an attention whore
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:13:34 PM): why did you ever message me again?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:13:40 PM): pretty much an achievment
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:13:48 PM): cause am bored
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:13:59 PM): nothing to do better than picking on stupids lol
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:10 PM): picking on yourself?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:23 PM): I have past chats where you are very much an admirer
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:24 PM): sooo
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:26 PM): yea
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:14:33 PM): not me ?
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:14:37 PM): hehe
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:48 PM): I like exposing liars so other people when they google your I D know it
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:49 PM): yup
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:51 PM): yu
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:52 PM): you
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:14:57 PM): have it in my history
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:15:12 PM): nobody can google ids
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:15:13 PM): how much you wanna be with my and admire me and worship me
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:15:13 PM): hehehe
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:15:15 PM): see
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:15:16 PM): stupid?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:15:17 PM): yes they can
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:15:24 PM): LOL stupiud
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:15:29 PM): LOL
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:15:36 PM): you put the name in google and omg
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:15:35 PM): stupid stupid hehehe
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:15:47 PM): there you will be on my blog with all your chats with me in public
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:15:47 PM): put my name in google and omg
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:16:00 PM): really?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:16:02 PM): have fun being an idiot
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:16:11 PM): as soon as I post it
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:16:13 PM): yup
outlaw.steve@hotmail.com (8/22/2010 12:16:17 PM): one thing tho
bbw_goddess_anna (8/22/2010 12:16:18 PM): bye now

LMAO! So if this loser tried to contact any other Dommes or women for that matter, understand that his servatude is so not worth it. This is another on the long list of insignifigant losers. I love exposing you for the fucktwats that you are, and humiliating you! Yes, I humiliate my subs, but after this, its over and I will never think of you or Dominate you again. Banned & Ignored I will not take this blog down. LMAO! I love how these guys think they are getting to me or achieving something, when all they are doing is making themselves look like asses!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Sick Twisted Fuck

You know, I don't talk about this any more because it was in the past, but a lot of my followers knew I was pregnant last year. I didn't have nearly as many then as I do now, and it was mostly limited to My Yahoo Group. I posted when my tragedy happened, stayed low key for a fe months, and was able to go on. This particular sick fucker has been IMing me since May 2009, and was on My Yahoo Group, knew about the pregnancy, and even though I did NOT go to each individual & tell them, I posted a special notice in the group while he was a member.

ecortez677 (8/24/2009 10:47:13 PM): Hello, Just wanted to say you have a beautiful smile.
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:47:26 PM): well, thank you
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:47:30 PM): all compliments are welcome
ecortez677 (8/24/2009 10:48:07 PM): Well I can't help but to tell the truth.
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:48:41 PM): And I appreciate it greatly
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:48:42 PM):
ecortez677 (8/24/2009 10:49:20 PM): So I see your profile says you are pregnant.
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:49:33 PM): that is correct!
ecortez677 (8/24/2009 10:49:57 PM): Well that is cool
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:50:01 PM): I am 19 weeks pregnant
ecortez677 (8/24/2009 10:51:04 PM): Well that is great. Is the dad happy?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:51:21 PM): He is now
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:51:32 PM): too him a while to get there is what I mean
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:51:35 PM): *Took
ecortez677 (8/24/2009 10:52:30 PM): Well that is good that he is happy
bbw_goddess_anna (8/24/2009 10:52:32 PM): This will be his first, but not mine
ecortez677 (8/24/2009 10:53:05 PM): So how many do you have?

And so on goes the second conversation.

ecortez677 (8/27/2009 12:30:35 PM): Ouch is right. And you, what do you do for a living?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 1:36:30 PM): Sorry for the delay
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 1:36:34 PM): are you still about?
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 9:57:12 PM): Ah I see you are back
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 9:58:47 PM): I am
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 9:59:29 PM): Sorry I didn't respond earlier.
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 9:59:47 PM): Just got really busy at work
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 9:59:50 PM): It's ok, work does that
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 10:00:20 PM): Trust me I know.
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 10:00:47 PM): Right now I am just finishing up before I go to my meeting
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 10:01:26 PM): Business meeting?
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 10:01:39 PM): AA
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 10:01:58 PM): oh woow
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 10:02:11 PM): kudos!
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 10:03:12 PM): Well thank you
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 10:03:19 PM):
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 10:03:58 PM): although right now I wish I had someone to walk on my back and make it feel better
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 10:04:26 PM): awww
bbw_goddess_anna (8/27/2009 10:04:36 PM): need a good massage
ecortez677 (8/27/2009 10:04:50 PM): Well that too.

I have since decided not to get as personal with fans/admirers. Anyway, many random IMs later, I barely hear from this guy after December, and didn't even have him on my friends list any more. And today, almost a year after my devastating tragedy, I get this fucked up bullshit tonight.

ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:10:18 PM): hello
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:12:47 PM): hi
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:13:23 PM): how is life treating you and the family
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:14:29 PM): wonderfully, thank you
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:15:53 PM): well that is good
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:26:03 PM): how old is your baby?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:30:20 PM): what?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:30:40 PM): ??
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:31:19 PM): didnt you have a child not to long ago?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:31:27 PM): no..lol
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:32:46 PM): you aren't in my yahoo group or anthing are you
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:32:50 PM): sorry...for some reason i thought you did....i guess it is old age
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:33:21 PM): I posted about all this last year in my yahoo group
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:34:38 PM): so I'm gonna go now
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:35:15 PM): ok...and yes i am in your yahoo group
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:35:28 PM): then What the fuck do you get off asking me that?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:35:44 PM): are you sick or something?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:35:56 PM): think its funny to ask me about that after what happened?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:36:31 PM): some sort of sick fucked up joke?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:36:38 PM): is that what that was?
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:36:39 PM): nope...i am sorry...i just read the first part
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:36:51 PM): not the last part
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:36:53 PM): the first part of what?
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:37:24 PM): sick asshole
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:37:25 PM): i opened my mouth and inserted foot
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:37:31 PM): i am sorry
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:38:23 PM): i have not really been looking at any of my groups
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:38:49 PM): I don't fucking care that was a fucking year ago
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:39:12 PM): i wont bother you anymore
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:39:26 PM): please don't
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:39:37 PM): go peddle your fucked up shit somewhere else
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:39:53 PM): bye
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:40:02 PM): go to hell
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:44:11 PM): sick twisted fuck you deserve to go on my loser blog
ecortez677 (8/21/2010 11:44:55 PM): bye
bbw_goddess_anna (8/21/2010 11:45:51 PM): I am going to post our chat log you insensative idiot along with your name. Fucking moron

So whatever twisted sick bitch you are, ecortez677, now I want everyone to know that you are not what you seem. Not even a sign of remorse in the slightest for being such a dick. I don't care who you think you are, but saying something like that up after what I have been through wins you the loser of the year award. Congrats, your name is you there and you are an asshole.

Sunday, August 15, 2010