Loser wants to be killed

This one came as a shock. I have talked to this guy on YIM for almost a YEAR and his fantasy/fetish was always be squashed, smothered, etc. Nothing crazy or out of the ordinary. Then today, after not receiving any messages for a few months, the crazy comes out and I just have nothing to say to him but GOOD BYE!
Here's the First IM Chat log, very normal.

Yahoo ID: rh13140

Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:10:47 PM): im in live cam with u, im upstate
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:10:52 PM): hello
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:10:59 PM): hi
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:10:57 PM): nice to meet ya
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:11:11 PM): u really sit on my face?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:11:15 PM): yes
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:11:19 PM): I love to face sit
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:11:21 PM): ^_^
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:11:43 PM): nice, i wish you would do it, i like what i see
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:11:49 PM): can u show ass?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:11:50 PM): sure hon
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:12:04 PM): mmmmmm
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:12:17 PM): wish my face was that chair
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:12:59 PM): if i send u my face pic, can you print it and sit on it ?
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:14:11 PM): u have hairy pussy or shaved?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:15:10 PM): right now its a lil hairy
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:15:12 PM): but I usually shave
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:15:23 PM): oh i like hairy
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:15:42 PM): if i send u my face pic, can you print it and sit on it ?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:16:23 PM): hehe
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:16:27 PM): that is a fantastic ides
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:18:28 PM): making me wish i was that sandwich, so you would eat me
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:18:34 PM): hehe
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:19:06 PM): can u sit on the cam like it was my face?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:21:17 PM): I would but I'm almost afriad to risk breaking it!!!
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:21:27 PM): oh
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:21:35 PM): i would go pvt for that
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:21:39 PM): but I ike that idea
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:21:55 PM): maybe find something to brace myself with
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:22:15 PM): ok and do it nude so i see pussy?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:23:53 PM): hehe
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:23:54 PM): yes
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:25:11 PM): can u flash a peek so i can see your pussy hair?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:26:04 PM): I can't flash anything I don't wanna get banned
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:26:19 PM): just hair not pussy
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:26:24 PM): but i understand
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:27:23 PM): mmmmmmm
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:27:40 PM): ^_^
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:28:55 PM): ready to sit on the cam yet?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:30:36 PM): hehe
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:32:05 PM): can u send me that avatar pic in this message?
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:34:18 PM): any upskirts?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:36:12 PM): hmmm
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:36:16 PM): not really
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:36:21 PM): most of mine are sraight on
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:36:27 PM): ok
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:43:55 PM): did u print my face to sit on?
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:47:34 PM): u left?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:47:49 PM): Im back
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:48:04 PM): ok
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:48:46 PM): want to step on it you can too
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:48:57 PM): hehe
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:49:03 PM): I could do that
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:49:22 PM): the pic or my face?
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:58:15 PM): will u marry me?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:58:24 PM): awww
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 3:58:25 PM):
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 3:58:53 PM): or just keep me to be your seat?
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 4:01:47 PM): hehe yes
bbw_goddess_anna (5/10/2010 4:01:48 PM): bbl
Richard Hitchcock (5/10/2010 4:02:41 PM): ok

And I have been getting annoyed with this one after about 6 months, so I didn't give him much attention. He kept wanting to talk about being squshed or smother, or sat on, but never bought a video, a cam show, or anything. Obviously a freeloader.

Richard Hitchcock (12/29/2010 12:31:41 AM): im not fake
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:31:58 AM): ?
Richard Hitchcock (12/29/2010 12:32:05 AM): your status
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:32:15 AM): huh?
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:32:36 AM): no idea what you're talking about
Richard Hitchcock (12/29/2010 12:32:55 AM): Its really sad how #fake some people are
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:33:07 AM): ....
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:33:10 AM): ok?
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:34:07 AM): that was a Retweet from like 9 hours ago....
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:34:11 AM): you know Twitter?
Richard Hitchcock (12/29/2010 12:34:07 AM): oh
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:35:12 AM): funny that you thought I was directing that at you....
Richard Hitchcock (12/29/2010 12:35:19 AM): no
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:35:31 AM): I didn't even say it
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:35:31 AM): lol
Richard Hitchcock (12/29/2010 12:35:42 AM): i was just commenting on it
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:35:46 AM): ok
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:43:51 AM): just curious, sine you brought it up, how do I know you're not?
Richard Hitchcock (12/29/2010 12:44:08 AM): you dont
bbw_goddess_anna (12/29/2010 12:44:15 AM): *nods*

That was the most recent real "conversation we had. Now, I do make internet friends out of admirers, but not if the ONLY topic of conversation is their fetish. He even talked about meeting up for a REAL facesitting/squashing session, which I was open to, though I didn't really expect he was serious. Surprise! He wasn't. He was just a pathetic wanna be loser who can't get his gf to endulge in his fetish, nor can he afford to pay anyone else to help him with it. Today, he messaged me out of the blue, and what he said shocked me.


Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:01:09 PM): ready to stomp on my face?
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:01:34 PM): Oh you're such a tease
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:01:43 PM): i want you to do it for real
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:01:52 PM): and after you break it then sit on it
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:02:10 PM): break it?
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:02:15 PM): yea by stomping on it
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:02:43 PM): your face?
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:02:47 PM): yea
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:02:54 PM): You want me to break your face for real?
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:03:02 PM): yes
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:03:02 PM): broken bones, bloody, all that?
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:03:07 PM): yup
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:03:10 PM): if you can do it
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:03:12 PM): wow
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:03:30 PM): would ou like to?
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:03:49 PM): just wow
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:04:08 PM): do you think you would like that?
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:04:16 PM): I'm gonna go now
Richard Hitchcock (4/13/2011 12:04:27 PM): o
bbw_goddess_anna (4/13/2011 12:04:34 PM): Good luck

No need to continue having a conversation with this crazy loser. If he messages you, I advise you don't fall for his kindness. He seems like a sweet guy, he really does, but this last time, I cannot condone. I have months worth of chat logs, if someone wants them, I never delete them. Anyone who WANTS to harm themselves like this, needs help, so I hope posting this does him some good. There is fantasy, and there is reality, and even on IM, if you say "I REALLY want to hurt myself in REAL life", there is nothing I can do for you. I am a Domme, a Goddess, a Dominatrix, and can enjoy giving pain, but NOTHING like that. That is NOT BDSM.

Just exposing a fake wanna be "submissive". If this is how he treats a Mistress, he needs to just leave us be. I have no idea who he is on "CM" but he claims to have known me from there. Ah, well.

Yahoo ID: silkorsatinplease

silkorsatinplease (11/1/2010 1:15:18 PM): good afternoon
bbw_goddess_anna (11/1/2010 1:26:14 PM): hello
silkorsatinplease (11/19/2010 6:39:17 PM): yo
silkorsatinplease (11/28/2010 7:18:27 AM): whats up
silkorsatinplease (11/29/2010 3:54:09 PM): sup
silkorsatinplease (1/13/2011 4:05:15 PM): hi
bbw_goddess_anna (1/14/2011 10:48:47 PM): hi back
silkorsatinplease (2/16/2011 5:16:10 PM): hi
silkorsatinplease (2/18/2011 6:11:26 PM): i am such a naughty boi
silkorsatinplease (3/16/2011 3:24:59 AM): yo
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 9:54:42 PM): yo
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:09:59 PM): oy. Try messaging me when I'm online sometime
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:10:04 PM): ok
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:10:12 PM): well hello
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:10:34 PM): how are u
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:11:01 PM): I've gotten many offlines from you
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:11:06 PM): I'm good Thank You
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:11:21 PM): cool
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:12:12 PM): ok
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:13:04 PM): what ya wearing for panties
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:13:23 PM): Well that's an interesting intriduction
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:13:34 PM): sorry
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:13:43 PM): Nice to meet you too.
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:14:01 PM): Who are you exactly?
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:14:22 PM): we mey on cm
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:14:26 PM): met
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:14:29 PM): ok,
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:15:50 PM): I don't remember, but that helps a little
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:15:54 PM): and I am wearing black thong panties
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:15:58 PM): and you?
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:16:26 PM): i am about to put some on to sleep in tonight
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:16:34 PM): oh what kind?
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:16:43 PM): trying to decide
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:17:03 PM): something soft
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:17:24 PM): i only wear silky or satin
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:17:32 PM): lol
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:18:48 PM): well I'm sure you will come up with something
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:19:06 PM): do u have a mic or cam
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:19:13 PM): Yes I do
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:19:21 PM): and you?
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:19:34 PM): yes
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:19:45 PM): Well we should session one day then
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:19:57 PM): may i see you]
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:20:02 PM): When we session
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:20:09 PM): you may
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:20:32 PM): can u show me your real just a quick peek
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:21:54 PM): If you haven't seen any of my videos, my many photos, my yahoo group, youtube channel, and know enough to know that I am a real person, then I don't have time for your games
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:23:16 PM): Are we clear?
silkorsatinplease (4/12/2011 10:23:22 PM): yes
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:24:35 PM): so you have no answer
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:25:30 PM): What a bitch
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:25:56 PM): rude little asshole, don't EVER message me again here or anywhere else
bbw_goddess_anna (4/12/2011 10:26:14 PM): Waste of fucking time and going on my loser blog

Not a big loser, but enough to want me to let everyone know what a fake wanna be this jack ass is. Shame it didn't get funny!!